Bolt o.o

So today was some day! I watched Bolt with Marigolde, Karla, and Ranon. But before that we had some errands to run. We went to Karla's to get her stuff and boy she has really huge TVs! Then we went to Ranon's to pick up his dad and drop him off at the Trolley station to pick up his car. Then on the way to pick up Marigolde we were followed by some cop. Then he finally pulled us over at Paradise Hills. Ranon, Karla, and I were like hella panicking. He like pulled him over because he had some plastic thing on his license plate. It was pretty scary when he came he looked at Karla and said
"Hey mam what's your name?'"
"Karla..."
"How old are you Karla?"
"16?"
"Well you need to get outta the car and find your ride home or you can sit in the back of my cop car and wait till your parents get home."

So we got out of the car and Ranon went some place to lose the cop. So me and Karla started calling people and telling them about the whole siuation then we finally met up and Ranon. We didn't want to get Ranon in trouble so we hid in the back which was pretty weird 'cause it looked like I was spooning Karla. Haha... But anyways we got to Marigolde's place and we asked her for screwdrivers so we can take the thing off the license plate. Then we finally went to Chula Vista mall. We bought our tickets and got these sick 3D glasses! So we went to KB toys and started to look around we played with this ghetto pin ball machine for a while haha. Marigolde kept tripping me which was pretty funny. Then she tried tripping Karla and ranon. Haha Good Job marigolde -_-b Then we finally got out and went into Tilt. I tried to use the last of my 3 dollars to win at that Stackers game. I swear I can never win it's like rigged or something. -_-' But anyways after that Me and Ranon watched this one guy rape at DDR. After that I tried to win this ball thing in that Claw game thingy where you get some stuffed animal. But, I didn't -_-' So we went to watch to the theatres to get our seats. So we just stayed there for a while. Then Marigolde and Karla were like "We need to go to the bathroom!" So they went together.and it took them a really long time for them to go to the bathroom. So me and Ranon tried to make up a plan and say that we need to go to the bathroom together and come back all cool and stuff. So when we finally got back. We went through different sides to look all cool and stuff with our 3D glasses on. But like Marigolde and Karla were gone so we were like "WOW we just got ditched. GG. :(" Then they tried to scare us but, they failed. Haha. So the movie started and it was pretty sick since it was in 3D. Looked like you could just touch them. The movie was pretty cute acutally. There were some parts were I acutally teared up. But, it was worth it! So we got out of the theatre and scared some little kid by accident. We started to walk around and went into Hot Topic and Marigolde and Karla talked about how great Twillight was since there was a bunch of Twillight merchandise everywhere haha. We got out and started to chill were the kiddy rides were. You know those rides where you put 25 cents in. But anyways after that we walked into some European style Swirly Cup. We asked for samples and I got Eggnog, Ranon got Boysen Berry, Marigolde got Mango, Karla got vanilla. And dude... Eggnog tastes weird. Haha Ranon said Boysen Berry tastes weird too. But anyways we kept walking around until we passed BJ's haha Bj's... But that's besides the point. The restaurant ahd a revolving door! and I got stuck in it for a while. -_- Karla and Ranon left but Marigolde waited for me. :) But we went into Subway and Karla and Ranon went to get some sandwiches. So Marigolde and I got to know each other a bit more which was pretty cool. We talked about dogs, how stealing is addicting, how easy it is to steal at viejas, our heist stories, and some other stuff. It was pretty nice. :) So we walked out and we kept talking about some other stuff. Marigolde kept trying to trip me. I tried tripping her. But it barely worked. Haha we were talking about snow and Karla scared me when she jumped outta a corner. Marigolde and I screamed which was pretty funny. Then I lost mu train of thought 'cause of taht whole situation. We finally got into the car. We were like deciding where to go and all. So we just wandered around getting lsot in Chula Vista. It was pretty tiresome but, fun. Karla and Marigolde were talking about something. And me and ranon were like o_o "What are they talking about?" But anyways after 2 hours of getting lost. We took a break at Bayview to see how SD was like. It was pretty nice. We watched the stars and took a glimpse of the city. It was really nice. :) We all had to go home so Ranon started dropping people off. I was dropped off first. So yeah. That pretty much ends my Friday night out. And even though it was pretty cold. It was a great night.

Well it's the first week of December and break is just in about 3 weeks! I'm actually pretty stoked :P Well this week I'm also pretty excited to watch Bolt! But I'm still sorta deciding where to watch it at. I know one thing; I want to watch it in 3D so I can be like "O_O WOAH. That was epic!" Haha I don't know. But, yeah I'm watching it with Marigolde and that's pretty sick! :D

But there is one thing that trips me out. So this girl named Scenery (Some girl I met at Filam Fest) goes to Morse?!?! Freaking wow. One thing her name isn't Scenery her real name is Stephanie! The second thing she told me she went to Poway! Honestly wow what a liar. -_-' Well Tony and Carlo saw ehr at the PTV show on Saturday and supposebly she recongnized Tony and was like o_o the whole time Tony was there. And that's pretty weird since it's pretty random and just wow.

"You're growing up, and the rain sort of remains on the branches of a tree that will someday rule the Earth, and it's good that there is rain. It clears the month of your sorry rainbow expressions, and it clears the streets of the silent armies, so we can dance."

So it's currently raining outside and I could hear the pitter patter on the window. The sound just calms me down. Well this week has been going by really slow and it's pretty sick since it's break and all. I'm stoked to see Bolt with Marigolde since the movie is in 3D! So I guess that's one of the things I'm pretty excited about other than Thanksgiving. But, I just realized I have a habit with cracking my knuckles.

I 've recently just finished The Catcher In The Rye for English class and it was a great book. The ending of the book was just amazing. It made me smile and what not. That one quote was just inspiring "I was sort if afraid that she'd fall off the goddam horse, The thing with kids is, if they want to grab the gold ring, you have to them do it, and not say anything. If they fall off, they fall off..." I don't know but that quote really inspired me. How he accepted change and what not. And I guess that was one those things I can barely do "accept change". I've always felt as if I was somehow stuck in the past. I didn't want anything to change but, things did. And I could do nothing about it. My perspective on life has changed and so has my friends. And I guess I haven't learned to accept that yet. But, I'm starting to...

Lately I've been feeling very unsure about... well about everything. I don't know why,. I just am. Ehhh it's whatever. But anyways It's really odd how one little thing can change a person's perspective or attitude towards you. It really is haaah.
Eh crap yeah.

This week has been pretty EPIC. If I do say so myself. :) Everyday felt as if it was a Friday since I basically had 2 days away from school and all. I had plenty to look forward to a Tuesday off because of Veteran's Day, A field trip to the Wild Animal Park from about 7:00am to 4:00pm and Bowling club on Friday. So it was a pretty sick week. I had a lot to look forward to after Homecoming so the events that followed after it was just great.

Veteran's Day was alright. I just stayed home the whole day and enjoyed my Holiday lol. I watched this Asian Romance Film and it was pretty good. It was called "Just Loving you" and it made me tear up at the end. Why do Asian Romance movies have to end so sad? :/ Dengit.

The field trip to the Wild Animal Park was fucking EPIC. On the way there Kim and I decided to play the sandwich punching game and moose. So anyways we first went to this place called CRES and we took a tour of what they did and all. Save endangered animals and all that good stuff. Then we did this lab where we used these things called "PIPETTES" they were fun for like 10 minutes but, it got boring afterwards. Then there was lunch... the sandwich punching game and moose had just begun. I quickly grabbed my food and sat down and stayed vigilant. Kim sat next to me and Ranon was just in the next table. I caught Kim drinking with her right hand so I called Moose. (Fuck yes 1 point!.) Then Ranon just got his sandwich and I like falcon punched it. I went to get a drink and I saw Kim beating the shit out of my sandwich /)_-' So I beat the crap outta hers. Then she called moose on me. ): But anyways we then went off to the WIld Animal Park and it was hella EPIC. We jsut messed around the whole time. But yeah goood week. Well so far.

Bowling Club thingy. I sucked THE END.



ILL UPDATE THIS LATER.

You've got me shakin'

So I guess I'm sorta stoked for the field trip to the Wild Animal Park tomorrow. That's something to look forward to haha. But anyways wow I had an opportunity to catch a lizard and I fucking killed it. I was trying to catch and and I stepped on it. Nice job Allen /)_-' I think my dogs ate it. Poor fella :/ SO yeah I'm in the mood to watch another Asian Romance film. I'm sorta looking forward to a good tear up. Why do most of those movies end up so sad? Dammit!

Hey Marigolde

Word on the street is you like reading blogs. >;/ SO I has a feeling you're reading this blog. So I'd like to say that you're pretty lame for thinking I have fake glasses when they are IN FACT legit. Well I don't really know you that well but, you seem very chill and funny in your own special way. BUT anyways there is in fact a SpiderWoman and no it's not me /)_-' So yeah that's SpiderWoman up there I googled it up on the internet so yeah.You could totally pull that off! She sorta looks like you in a way. :DDD Haha well I have nothing else to say SO. Hope you had fun reading this.

-Allen Guevarra.
:D

:I

So lately there's this girl who's been catching my eye and stuff. And I must say she's cute. ;) BUT anyways yeah I like her looks and personality. It sorta makes me giggle inside (LOL that sounded gay) whenever I think about her or see her around you know? But yes I am interested in her and I would like to get to know her more. YES.
:D

Homecoming!

FUCK YEAH! Homecoming was fucking sick! I danced most of the time and I pretty much suck since it was my first time. BUT ANYWAYS my legs hurt. But now I have nothing to look forward to. :|

The thought gives me the creeps

Man I just put myself in a bad mood.
FUCK.

It's pretty chilly

Lazy days.

It's getting cold and I'm starting to like the weather. It does take me back though.-__-'

I'm feeling quite off.

So lately I'm feeling quite uninspired for some reason.
But you usually won't see that since I'm pretty fucking good at hiding my emotions lol.
I don't know why but, I haven't felt like telling anyone about how I feel.
Eh I don't know.
Lately I've been feeling quite empty.
'Cause I'm not really sure what I want anymore.


Dammit...

Onward to the road of recovery

So I've finally got over my past.
I need to move forward and stop hoping that I can relive my past again.
'Cause there's no use in doing so anymore.
So yeah let's take a look at the positives.
There's this girl I'm interested in.
She's cute dawg!
sakdfjalsdjfl;asdf YES.

So I guess my gay neighbors finally got married.
Which is pretty cool.
They blasted "You Spin Me Right Round"
And it totally made me laugh xD
But my sisters were like complaining how it's disgusting that gay people get married.
And they're like trying to tell me that it's wrong and stuff and against God.
It got me so mad.
It's stupid.
'Cause everyone has a right to be with the one they love.
And by the way where does it say that those kind of people can't get married?
And isn't God suppose to love everybody?
Deng they make it sound like it's a bad thing.

Update.

So I've decided today that I'm going to stop being so straightforward.
It's pretty mean. -__-'
But anyways yes.
I am bored...
Lately I've been losing track of time.
And in a few weeks homecoming is coming.
( Wow that sounded funny. )
My dad is sick.
I'm afraid that he might have Prostate Cancer. :|
I'm trying my best to bring up my B's to A's, C's to B's, D's to B's.
I'm eating healthier which is pretty good.
I feel like joining wrestling.
I feel like cutting my hair short.
I am in desperate want of a girlfriend.
I want to move out.
Meet new people and stuff.
I want to drive.
I want a job.
Yes.

I hate what you've become.

I tried sleeping today but, something kept bothering me.
I kept thinking about her which was really odd.
I was thinking about how everything about her was pretty chill.
Then I started to think about our whole relationship.
I know for a fact most of it was practically my fault.
But that's not the point right now.
It's just the way she is now is different.
I know that I don't know her very well
But, when I first met her she was one of the most chillest girls I've ever met.
But, I don't know actually...
I can't put my finger on it.
Something about her just bothers me.
I just don't feel like speaking to her.
I want to be her friend it's just that...
I don't know.
I hate how she brags about getting high nowadays.
The way she looks now just bothers me...
I hate what she's become.
But, I don't want my thoughts to speak out loud.
I just want to keep it to myself.
Maybe I still do have lingering feelings or something?
But, I don't know...
The fact of the matter is; she's not mine anymore.
I guess I'll let her be.

I just miss her...

How funny

tomatoes (11:48:04 PM): its ok, i still love you

ALLEN exe (11:48:09 PM): ilyt<3

tomatoes (11:48:26 PM): no you dont > :( you love the nice SCENERY in SD

ALLEN exe (11:48:32 PM): LOL



its Devon (1:18:11 PM): its a nice day today

its Devon (1:18:17 PM): good day to check out the scenery

ALLEN exe (1:18:17 PM): yeah it is

ALLEN exe (1:18:24 PM): haha xD

Dammit.

So it was the Filam on Saturday.
It was pretty chill.
Rj and I met up with Carlo and David at the fest.
But, Rj had to dip to do some skate sessions.
So it was just me, Carlo, and David.
Gabe showed up a few minutes later after Rj left.
So we all headed down to get some carne asada fries.
We soon were met up by Cacho and Devon.
Then Joe, Alyssa, and Meryl met up with us.
We went down to the Filam Fest to chill and see people.
Then when we went back to get some pizza and we soon got mad dogged from one of those kids that wants to fight me.
Lol.
But we got to Little Ceaser's and met up with Matt.
We ate some pizza and headed back.
Then while we got there we saw these little kids fight and it was seriously badass.
Then I saw this one girl and I was like
"Woah she's really cute."
I haven't seen her around so she must have been from somewhere else.
So yeah I talked to Tony and asked if he knew her
But he didn't.
So while we waited for this band called "The Ave" to play we started to chill until they came on.
Then I saw her again.
I was talked to Carlo and told him that I was gonna try to talk to her.
While I was talking to Devon; Alyssa told me she caught her staring at me.
So I was like
"._.' Maybe I should try to go for her."
There was so many times that she was alone but, I kept hesitating.
I mean when a girl I'm interested in is like right there I tend to get nervous and shy.
So I told Devon to bump into me so I could drop my zune next to her.
So when he did I picked it up next to her and the first thing I said was
"Hey I like your shirt. ._.' "
I mean that was really lame mostly everyone had the same shirt as her!
So I walked away and she kept looking back.
I felt really nervous and as she walked away.
I mean she kept looking back at me.
So Tony and I went to look for her.
It took like a while to get a hold of her.
So when I finally met up with her I was really nervous and Tony had to talk for me.
"Uh Hey my name is Allen ._.' "
"Oh hey! My name is Scenery."
"Uh so I think you're really cute."
"Oh thank you!"
"Well I like your name it's pretty sick"
"So what school do you go to?"
"Poway High."
Then Tony was like
"So do you have any interweb communication?"
Then she asked me
:"Do you want my number?"
Then I was like
"Yeah sure ._."
Then yeah Tony left and while I was talking to her
Lisa Vitug came outta nowhere and and was like
"Oooooh who's this?"
Then Lisa left after wards after getting the picture
Then Scenery had to leave.
After that I went up to my group of friends and we started getting free condoms and started playing around with them.
I went home with a grin on my face.
I waited till nine to call her.
She answered and we started to get to know each other.
We talked for an hour and she called me back to say goodnight.
She said she'd call me the day after.
She never did...
I called her house phone and it turns out that it was her cousins house phone.
I felt kinda depressed in a way.
I mean shes really amazing.
And it sucks.
I hope she does call back some day...